Tuesday, June 8, 2021

Collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the starts refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stope here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I...

Wednesday, May 5, 2021

Surf's Up Baler

The children were shouting together
And racing along the sands,


A glimmer of dancing shadows,
A dovelike flutter of hands.
The stars were shouting in heaven,
The sun was chasing the moon:
The game was the same as the children's,
They danced to the self-same tune.
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The whole of the world was merry,
One joy from the vale to the height,
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Where the blue woods of twilight encircled
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The lovely lawns of the light.
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Sunday, April 4, 2021

Wicked Game

I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you

No, I don't wanna fall in love
No, I don't wanna fall in love
With you

What a wicked game you play, to make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt way
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you

And I don't wanna fall in love
No, I don't wanna fall in love
With you

Nobody loves noone

Sunday, March 21, 2021

Destination: Bohol

















I found this journal entry in my laptop. This was when our Tour 114 class went to Bohol during 2nd semester of sophomore year. Oh gosh, I dearly miss Bohol, will definitely come back!

That take off reminded me of the roller coaster rides I used to take when I was a kid. My stomach felt weird like it was about to turn upside town but it didn't. I wanted to have the window seat. I should have exchanged seats with Matt, I just wanted to have a better view of the clouds beneath us. I have never been this high up beforemy first plane ride. Destination: Bohol.

Soon after we took off, we were already about to land. Flight was about an hour or so from Manila. On the way down, we passed through a billow of clouds, like pillows, but clouds. All I could see through the window was the blinding brightness of white, I narrowed my eyes for five minutes or so. Soon we were out of the billow, I could again see the clear blue sky but no more sea of clouds. Instead, the clear blue waters of Bohol came into sight, and the stretch of the white sand beaches, not as blinding as the white clouds but just as brilliant.

We landed in Tagbilaran Airport and our group was greeted by Ate Baby, a short sweet lady who had been our tour guide. We were off again by bus to Bohol Diver's Resort in Panglao Island. The resort was truly amazing, just a takes a few steps to get to the beach! Alona beach, that is, where the sexy star by the name of Alona was said to have ran along naked in this stretch of sand. 

As for the resort, our rooms were fairly decent and well-furnished. Though there were some problems with the air-conditioning and bathroom. But what's the use if staying inside our room when we could go to the beach? Go to the beach! That's what we're here for and more. And so we did, awhile after we'd unpacked. 

I actually enjoyed walking on the sand barefoot and bury my feet deep in those fine grains, kept me grounded, or I dunno, connected. And into the sea! It's amazing how many creatures can be found in the water even if it was barely waist-deep. Not far from the shore, we already spotted several starfish and sea urchins. Schools of fish passed through as we walked in the water. The waves were very calm, by the way. We swam until after sunset. 

We went outside the resort to find a place to dine on our first night in Bohol. A walk along the beach was a breath of fresh air. The sand, sea, and sky were black and countless stars flickered above us. The beachfront was lined with restaurant after restaurant with candle-lit tables and chairs set on the sand. At last, we found the restaurant with a live band.

We had, of course, only superb seafood. Almost everyone especially loved the squid and crab calamari, there seemed to be not enough serving of it for each one of us. A candle-lit dinner by the beach, with a live band playing sweet music, accompanied by the gentle blowing of winds and the sound of waves, could that get any more romantic? In our case, it was not so romantic for there were at least thirty of us there. In any case, everyone was FULLy satisfied with the way things were.

After dinner, we went back to the resort and slept, just slept. We were exhausted from the long commute from Manila to Bohol, all that swimming, and eating. But lying on my bed, I could barely sleep, couldn't wait for the next day.

In the morning of our second day in Bohol, I already wanted to swim in the beach. So I went and took a stroll on the sand, then in the water. I managed to keep myself dry, only my legs were wet because we were supposed to be going on a day tour. Then Abby called and told me that our bus was about to leave, I'm the only one that's left. They were all waiting for me in the bus, what a shame! So I hurried up and when I got in the bus, Bryan told me I look like the beach already (Mukha ka nang beach).

We first went to the Blood Compact Site. The sun was blazing with brightness when we stepped out of the bus. The statues of Datu Sikatuna and his men, and Miguel Lopez de Legaspi and his men seemed to be enjoying themselves while drinking each other's blood. So much for being blood-brothers. For me, it was merely a show, a deception for winning the Datu's favor. Nevertheless, it's a good thing that this monument is well-preserved. We also visited the Baclayon Church, and inside was a museum. It has been standing for well over 400 years and has undergone a lot of restorations, not renovations, because they want to maintain the church's natural appearance, although there have also been changes. The original materials used to build the church back in the Spanish era were imported from Spain; even the the church ornaments and figures of saints, and the Christ were from Spain dating back probably the 1600s. The museum contains the materials used in the ceremonies of the church long ago; all are antique and have very intricate designs and gold leaf embellishments.

On our last day, I went to the beach again with Trixie and Abby in the morning to have my final swim in the sea. And there I saw, which was rarely seen in beaches, a Spanish dance (it's an invertebrate that resembles the ruffles in the skirt of a Flamenco dancer). Awesome! That alone, made my whole trip to Bohol worthwhile. But I'd seen more than I have expected to see, I'd done more that I've expected to do, and experienced which made my trip to Bohol so much more than being worthwhile. Bohol, for me, is now more than just a destination, but a treasure. 

Tuesday, February 23, 2021

Love Myself

When I was a child
My mother told me not to cry
But the world would have my back someday and I
Wanna remember what it was like to fight
The light inside

Free, until they told me who to be 
Maybe question all that I believe and I 
Need to remember what it was like to shine
This light inside

Oooh, I'm breaking through
Clear in my view

I don't wanna be perfect
Just try to be honest
I know that I'm worth it, put my fear on the shelf
Let all of my light come out
Let it shine on my doubt, I can't hide it
'Cause I finally love myself

Love myself



Sunday, January 31, 2021

Crazy Chill China

 

I remember that evening flight from Manila, and that confusing chaos upon arriving at Beijing Airport in the wee hours. And that our first taste of China was that of a funky-smelling fried chicken sandwich from KFC. 

Outside, I remember how frigidly cold it was that we had to put on more layers of clothing. And how, as we figured out how to get to our AirBnB, a strange man approached us, and yelled "Taxi!" He grabbed hold of one of our friend's luggage, and dragged it along so we would follow him across the street, into a building elevator, and out to a creepy parking lot, all the way to his car where he coerced us to get in. One of those tourist traps.

I remember our confused faces at that time, and feeling uneasy, we declined. He was furious when we firmly said, "No." We were pretty sure he was cursing even as we walked away back to the airport where we waited at the legit taxi stand manned by an airport official. We arrived in our accommodation at around 3am, still alive.

Welcome to China, I thought to myself. This will be one heck of an adventure.



I woke up the following morning and as I stepped outside, it was frigid, about 10°C. I would not survive in this climate, I thought. We had to buy foot warmers at the nearby convenient store before we headed to the station.

Navigating the Beijing subway system, was to say the least, confusing apart from us not knowing how to speak nor read Chinese. Commuting via trains was something that felt strange yet familiar at the same time. I have a terrible sense of direction and I'm lucky to have friends who know their way amidst knotted rails and streets.



On our first official day, we visited the Forbidden City and the Summer Palace, which are a couple of minutes away by train from the main city center. For history geeks like me, these two places represent incredible seats of power in ancient China, when it was still ruled over by emperors from various dynasties. Boom. Big Brain.

The Forbidden City was the imperial palace and the political heart of China during the Ming and Qing dynasties. In the past, commoners were prohibited from entering the Forbidden City without permission and only imperial families and invited high officials are allowed into the city, hence its name. Thank you, Google. 

The Summer Palace was a Qing dynasty imperial garden. It is pretty much like Beijing's version of New York Central Park with temples, palaces, lakes, ponds, and bridges in between. When the imperial family got bored and hot at the Forbidden City in the summer, they went over to their palatial vacation home. Wow. Sana all.



We visited Beijing during autumn when leaves have fallen and the pond has frozen over at the Summer Palace. At the palace, we slowly found our ways through the labyrinth of bridges and streets. We also found a shack with ropes to tie around the trees to prepare them for the harsh winter cold. Seasons are confusing, I know. 




By the time the day was done, we were spent. Our legs were tired from all the walking around, our toes freezing that if it were not for the footwarmers we would have had frost bite. OK exaggerating a bit, but it really hurts.

What I meant to say was whattaday! Navigating through the busy city streets and subway systems yet somehow finding ourselves in ancient China with preserved architecture and imperical gardens was magical. We were only a few minutes away from city center of Beijing and yet it felt like we were in an entirely different world.

We were done for the day but our adventure continues. And so our next adventure had led us taking the bullet train to Xi'an which was 11 hours away from Beijing. But in the sleek bullet train, our travel was cut to 5 hours.








































Exactly what did we travel 1216km from Beijing to Xi'an for? It was to visit these guys! The Terracotta Army, which was one of our rather embarrassing travel stories. But more on that bit later. Let's revisit history first.

The "Army" was a collection of terracotta sculpture depicting the warriors of Qin Shi Huang, the first Emperor of China. It is a form of funerary art buried with the emperor in 210-209 BC with the purpose of protecting him in the afterlife. They were unearthed in 1974 by a group of farmers. Just one of your typical burial traditions.

Now for the fun bit. After we've visited the expansive Emperor's Mausoleum, we were well on our way to the station where the bullet train dropped us off, because we got round-trip train tickets. We were running late but we made it back to the station in time, or so we supposed. Surprise! The bullet train was at a different station. 

What. The. Heck. So we hurried to get to the right one, but by the time we got there, it was too late. We missed our train back to Beijing and we've no accommodations in Xi'an. We could not spend the night there so we booked another ticket back, but not on the bullet train because it's no longer available. We took this older, slower, sleeping train which travelled 11 effin hours and costed us 500 yuan. Just imagine our frustration.


Our little detour turned out to be well though, even better than we thought. In the sleeping train, our coach had 4 bunk beds, pillows, and linen. There was a small table near the window where we placed the foods we bought for the trip. It was an 11-hour journey, so don't judge. We spent the midnight chatting in the sleeping train; I woke up to daylight coming in from our window, and looked out to see expansive golden fields of the country.

And just like that, we were back in the city! Where everything felt familiar and strange at the same time! We were just so happy to be back to Beijing and of course do the rest of our tourist stuff and make the most out of the city's night market. It was still so cold and we got into a legit tea shop and there I had the best-hot-jasmine-tea-I'd-ever-had-in-my-life I swear. I bought a bag to take home. Oh, we had candied fruits and scorpions too.



You can't do Beijing properly without The Great Wall, stretching as far as the eyes can see, like a sleeping dragon laying on the contours of the mountains, it was built to keep the Mongols out from invading China. 

Standing here, panting for breath because of the rigorous hike and the thin air due to high elevation, I still could not believe that I was in the midst of this marvel in human history. But then it slowly started to sink in, like a dragon awakening, there I was, with my friends, and I started to believe that in life, anything's possible.



Catching this golden light on our flight back from Beijing dawn over Manila as the city was just about to wake up from its sleep, I'm still gathering my thoughts from our recent trip to China. It's been one heck of a journey. But I'm home now, and I'm grateful and glad to have shared this with my friends, Janna, Ayi, and Keesha.

Until our next adventure,
Rach ✨